There’s so much I want to tell you. Many things I’d like to share. I’m willing to wait for you to come back around. Don’t be shy, love. I’m ready now. Tell me your fears and we could slowly take on a recovery. Think about it, that’s all I ask.

You speak so silently, as if you weren’t speaking at all,
The reverberation remains in my bones,
From the quiet words and hot breaths,
You were tracing calligraphy with your fingertips,
With a stare that feels a lot like returning home

Closer, come closer,
This silence is almost deafening,
But I know I can’t have you near anymore, 
I still stay stubborn as all hell

I’ve become a lovelorn lone wolf, baby,
Who’s prey is inauspicious and worlds apart,
I’m as disposable as your personalities, 
I can’t keep up with the slideshow of unfamiliar faces anymore

Cupid’s handbook is bullshit, 
I’ve read between all the lines,
He’s done us so wrong or we’ve caught him on a bad day,
Now I’m walking the country roads at night whistling the blues,
And carrying the hope that I’m doing better than you.

All I wanted was a constant,

A wanderer, but boundless,

An untamable sea of flesh and emotion,

The greatest gift is the ability to fight,

And prevail over and above the buzzing contrary,

At least, erase the mask of superficiality,

And make my fucking move,

I’m going to leave you begging, I’m going to leave you,

I’m going to beg and always leave with you,

It all stays the same